vida es buena

lack of sleep gets the worst and best of people. lucky for me, I was too tired to care for anything today! in other words, I was so happy, it was annoying. hahaha. Lessening my thinking has really benefited me. DGAF this and DGAF that. marg's birthday is thursday in case you did not know! and I still have to find the perfect gift along with the other people I owe, haha.


let's see..
margaaarey!
talon's CHRISTMAS present -__-
mike's birthday present
james's birthday FRAME!

and the list will only continue to pile up.. but I have decided to dedicate this weekend to FRIENDS (well making gifts, haha).

and steph made me realize how angry I really am. I must consider the weight of the matter. the truth is I am a very bitter, selfish BITCH. I am not even sure if I have legitimate reasons to hold certain grudges. perhaps I do not, but I am slowly working towards ridding myself of these resentments. people say hurtful statements that they do not realize may at some point, will reach the other party. and people in general, go back on their word by doing stupid shit that disappoints the hell out of the others who actually care about them. but as Mitch Album once said, "hatred (in my case, resentment) is a curved blade, and the harm we do to others we do to ourselves." and at this point, I am done with hurting myself with the intention to hurt someone else. I also took into consideration how many times I have disappointed those most important to me =(


LOVE is the answer. or maybe for now, remaining apathetic.