YEARBOOK CAMP

WAS GDAGSHAGSHFJKG INCREDIBLE!!!! well, at least the company was.

I expected yearbook camp to be awkward and all together irritating, but I was proved wrong. I loved being around such a diverse set of characters. I have a new family; they're crazy cool/creative/hilarious. amazing how a few days could bring a small group of people so close together =)))))))


oh, and in addition to that, WE WON OUTSTANDING THEME COPY which I and a few others configured together. I am so proud of the theme copy because I honestly put my heart into the story. I wanted the words to really hit whoever read it in the softest places possible. and even if it doesn't, we have a plaque to show for it.

for the first time, I had a feel of college. but as much as I enjoyed my independence, I missed home and the people I knew I would return to.. my dad texted me everyday I was gone just to tell me he loves me or just to check up on me. I do not think I could ever ask for a better dad. he loves me and he shows me constantly in the simplest ways.

4:22

I am not sleeping..



why must I be an overachiever/procrastinator..?

So..

TIRED. but I have to finish this paper tonight so I can study tomorrow night. one page and a half more.. ah..


HELP!


welll, I made this facebook quiz which I thought was pretty okay.. but my best friends FAILED so I guess not, haha. no one has gotten past 60! but some questions (I admit) are pretty tricky and have multiple answers. and I have had daily talks with alan.. you can never have a dull conversation with alan, HAHA. oh, and I'm thinking..

again. uh oh. oh no..

"They say we can love who we trust. But what is love without lust? Two hearts with accurate devotions. And what are feelings without emotions?"
La Roux - In For The Kill


this is cute, but I have to admit.. it could also be creepy depending on who the sender is. HAHA


I do believe in finding true love but I am far too naive to understand how it feels to be in love. love, to me, is unconditional and can do no wrong. it's permanent and self-giving. I really hope one day I know how it feels to be in love. I think people drop the L word too casually nowadays. but when I say it, I will MEAN it.

I have been carrying a few burdens lately but my friends are keeping me sane. sometimes, I just want to get away.. or perhaps it is just me who confines myself? I am my own weakness.

I have been praying plenty lately.. because I am so afraid of what is going to happen with everything. I think I will make chapel visits a daily routine because faith is what helps me get through the day.. the faith that all will fall into place accordingly.

and I am taking a trip down memory lane with some old yellowcard. I was pretty disappointed when I discovered that Ryan Key likes blondes. womp, womp. I consider him my first love but I have since moved on to..


HOT DAAAYUMMM. too bad he smokes.. but I find him very intriguing. does he believe in chastity? HAHA.. hmm, I could see it ;)


"There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight."

lalalalalalala..
I am singing to myself.

B E L I E V E

"DON'T complain; just work harder."





I'm scared but I need to find the faith to believe that all will fall into place.

FINAAAAALLLLLY

I am a licensed driver
=))))))))))))


and on top of that, I am enjoying my summer. I love seeing my friends as often as I can. I swear that is what takes me away from everything that worries me.

I had an altercation with my mom the other day because alas, I let out all I was angry about for the past couple MONTHS; I hate being penalized for being honest. I felt as though I had a legitimate reason to be angry. I just wanted to be trusted because what is a relationship without trust? despite the heated argument, I am glad I was able to express myself. and even better, my friends came to my aid and I talked over the whole situation with my dad.

&Imeeeshsomeone.. and I have a midterm monday. and there's this NASTY wound/scab on my face =( I know it sounds gross.. that's because it IS. but other than that, I am verrry contented.