hello blogspot,

thus far, my summer has been occupied with summer COLLEGE and the best of my friends. summer classes are bearable thanks to steph; she is ridiculously entertaining. and I have been able to see my best friends (all of them) on a weekly basis which I can get accustomed to. spending time with the people I love is definately the best perk of summer.


Joann has once again inspired me.. I must believe because without self-motivation, I cannot succeed.
=)

ironic how much stress school puts me through yet I am still trying to enroll in summer classes. I really need to start getting productive. I have so much to do and I feel as though I have such a limited amount of time. I was getting pretty frantic today.. about all my worries and fears. but no, no, I will not have my old stress case self back. and so I told my parents about a certain someone today.. I just hope they do not infringe on my freedoms. I'm responsible, I promise. I know what not to do and how to avoid risky situations. I suppose openness and honesty was the best solution although I am trying to convince myself otherwise. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN NOW?! I really have no idea


anyways, it is getting late so I should really hit the sack. till tomorrow blogspot. GOOD DAY AND GOOD NIGHT!

PROJECT ACA

I want to do something that make me realize how minuscule my problems are. I want to do something that benefits someone other than myself. I want to do something that make me not so damn selfish. but there's a huge difference between making reality and wishing for it.

"whether you think you can or can't, you're right."

yesterday was really refreshing.
I started off the day with volunteering, continued with shopping, and ended the night with a lengthy phone call. a day well spent is a day spent with family. and today, I am chilling with joann =) I still need to make plans with a dozen other people. so little time, so little time..


and check out my new shades!

delayed summer adventures

ah there will be another chance.. at the least, this was not due to my inadequacy but the fact that I did not know any better! meg and dia heals small wounds. and thankfully, I will spending today with old faces which makes my littlest problems appear nonexistent.

summer vaca

I have a million thoughts racing through my mind. all I need is to finish the semester. I am so ready to relax for the summer and just do what I want. I have dozens of people to catch up with and a handful of friends to make. and now that (hopefully) I will be driving soon, I can finally go places with people I want to spend my time with. for the most part, school has been my only downer considering how much pressure I constantly put myself under. but starting NOW, that is going to stop. I want to be stressless. the summer is exactly what I need; I need to release my worries and devote myself to the people and activities I love.


someone made me realized how ungrateful and ignorant I am. I really should start opening up to my parents. after all, where would I be without them? I suppose I have difficulty connecting with them on a personal level. but that I come to think of it, I have this issue with even my closest friends. I need to improve in this area. I am taking baby steps.. slowly, but progressively.

WASSSSSUP

I feel amazing right now, as if I could accomplish anything. I AM READY. haha, well maybe not but I am lessening my anxiety and increasing my curiosity of what the future will hold. I am no longer afraid of finals or the SATs. I'll do what I can and perform to my greatest ability. and I realized that a friend can easily rid away my negativity. thank you lord for koreans ;D

THREE ACCOMPLISHMENTS:
1) TALK WITH BFF JOANN.
2) say hello to your new NHS secretary. college still may be an option for me =)
3) PASSSSSSED that math final.


although my GPA is blemished, I have accepted the fact that I am not perfect but I am still capable of succeeding. BRING IT ON, WORLD!

and I have already started my summer list =)

1) LA!!!!!! (chinatown, little tokyo, fashion district)
2) countless adventures
3) drive-in movie theater.
4) disneyland
5) ZOO.
6) irvine spectrum
7) old town pasadena
8) BEACH
9) downtown fullerton

and the list will only increase!

I am ready for summer.

and it comes out before my seventeenth birthday =)I have to be honest though.. I thought twilight was poorly made. but new moon looks as though they finally had enough money to make the visual effects look realistic.


"People are never perfect, but love can be. We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love. Love isn't finding someone perfect. It's loving someone imperfect, perfectly."