I have a million thoughts racing through my mind. all I need is to finish the semester. I am so ready to relax for the summer and just do what I want. I have dozens of people to catch up with and a handful of friends to make. and now that (hopefully) I will be driving soon, I can finally go places with people I want to spend my time with. for the most part, school has been my only downer considering how much pressure I constantly put myself under. but starting NOW, that is going to stop. I want to be stressless. the summer is exactly what I need; I need to release my worries and devote myself to the people and activities I love.
someone made me realized how ungrateful and ignorant I am. I really should start opening up to my parents. after all, where would I be without them? I suppose I have difficulty connecting with them on a personal level. but that I come to think of it, I have this issue with even my closest friends. I need to improve in this area. I am taking baby steps.. slowly, but progressively.
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Hey Caitlan! I was able to track you down. Funny because I was thinking about the same thing when I found your blog. About opening up to people and my parents, which with my parents I don't at all and with even my closest friends it's hard to open up. Maybe just that vulnerability with opening up so much is scary and even when the indubitable feeling of trust is there the slim chance that something might go awry is too much. Well I think that's enough for one comment. Later!
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