I loved today. my best friends arrived early to help me prep and keep me calm. each time I started feeling frantic, I found someone to calm me down. I saw familiar faces and some faces I haven't seen in ages! I received dozens of birthday greetings, cards, hugs, gifts, ect. everything about today was so wonderful. I don't deserve any of this for this, I am so thankful. I have an amazing life. I have an amazing family. I have amazing friends. I am truly blessed. thank you Lord for everything.
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is it really my birthday tomorrow? reality hasn't hit me yet.. the whole getting older, experiencing my last moments as a child, determining my life plan hooplah. I just want to see my friends for my birthday. my best friends, my old friends, and some familiar faces. I want my mom to place aside her pride and recognize that resentment never disappears. I want to see my family for thanksgiving. I've never been very materialistic and I swear every year I ask for the same, priceless presents. that is, except for the cost of materials needed for my home-made card =)




I am ALMOST finished with my UC apps. now onto the remainder of my common application and supplements!