memoirs

09_A day by atmosphere supreme - NUJABES
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I am vying for the position of copy editor. I know I am not the best at writing, but daaamn I want this. and with english, why why why am I such an awkward writer? I over-complicate my ideas and cannot translate the thoughts in my head into actual sentences that make sense. my pitiful dreams of becoming a spark notes writer are distant.

and just to lay it out there.. I wish I could dance like every other filipino. even though strangely enough, I would prefer someone who cannot dance too well. I mean, I wouldn't want to feel intimidated at dances, but it'd be nice to just watch. haha WAIT, no. I take that back. it's more attractive when a man actually puts use to his brain. I really cannot explain this certain infatuation I have with smart men.. just knowing that james franco is both easy on the eyes and an alumni of UCLA is remarkable =) I know these attributes, in actuality, do not have any substantial meaning.. if the heart is good, then all things should fall into place. but like I said, just putting it out there..

intelligence is definately sexy ;D

and I am once again left with the ultimatum of choosing either good health or better, but not dramatically greater grades. I have considered the following colleges thus far:

1) New York University*
2) University of San Francisco
3) Barnard University
4) Drew University

three of which are in the east coast. but I am still looking into a possible junior college or a public university that suits my interests for financial reasons. sadly, I have not found public schools to my liking =/UCLA is definately an amazing school, but I REALLY want to travel a couple hundred miles. COLLEGE, come now because I AM TRIPPIN` BALLS.

anyways, I must unwillingly return to studying.