memoirs

"what would do if you knew you wouldn't fail?"

I caught this quote while passing by the magnets cart in barnes&nobles. and this made me think.. what would I really do? or what is holding me back now? I am just thinking all that I COULD accomplish. if only I had the confidence and belief, all that I want could be in the palm of my hands.

thoughts have been racing through my mind. but acceptance is keeping me from insanity. lately, I have been experiencing a series of epiphanies, most of which are disappointments. but why am I so contented? maybe because I finally recognize everyone's true colors and all that I am blessed to possess. I am able to grasp a more real truth and no longer question the validity of certain friendships. FUCK, I am pretty daaaamn lucky =)

and all of this happened within my time-span at D.C. true, I had been leaning more towards mccain but the whole experience really opened my eyes and I have my D.C. crew (linds, juli, janielle, marione, veronica) to thank. that last night in our hotel room was insane.. deeeep deeeep shit. we exchanged secrets I could never in my life imagine to be true. but these so called "revelelations" as mark likes to call them have refreshed my mind.


honest to God, I love, love my friends and even if she is ridiculous, I love megan even more.