I find myself always wanting more than I deserve. I should be content.. but I want so much more.. out of myself, my life, and those around me. my fear of the future overpowers my excitement for what awaits me. I am still bothered by the obscurity in it all and clueless to how I should feel. should I be indifferent? angry? upset? I am trying to make sense of the nonsensical.. the illogical. ironically, even if these answers do exist, they would probably be found in the places I would never dare to look.
I definately battle nostalgia.. all the time. I miss this. I miss that. I miss it all. but, life goes on. as far as I know, I am wasting my time lingering on the past. what do I care?
on a side note, I love, love, love the weather. blazers, sweaters, boots, beanies.
meet my idolsss
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