senior year seems intimidating or maybe I am just intimidating myself with the thought? I have a heavy load this year, including a rigorous class schedule and a number of extra curricular's. sometimes, I wonder if I will be able handle the pressures I know are coming. I am prepared for disappointment and success because what is success without failure? as of now, I want to make the most of what I have left of high school. I am looking forward to forming permanent bonds with a handful of people all the while working my ACE off. I just want friends (strictly) this year. I don't want a boyfriend. in fact, I don't even want to "talk" to anyone. it's all too much for me with college around the corner.
and so, I went to my cousin's wedding. family is amazing, incredible, and mine is no exception. I love my family, I swear I do. it's what I will ALWAYS have when everything around me seems to be crashing down..
dreams are wonderful and horrible at the same time. it's as if I can recapture my favorite memories over and over again and feel as though I am actually reliving the experience once more. and then..
I wake up. all that I attempt to escape from is revealed to me in my dreams.
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