memoirs

it's ironic how God becomes my last resort when he was the solution all along.. we all turn to the people who disappoint and tend to forget the only one who never does.. lately, I have been praying for people other than myself.. people off the street, people I am angry at, and just people in general. I see struggles everywhere and in everyone. we all need prayers.

and that "guy" pretty always baffles me. I want a guy who looks beyond the physicals.. a guy with some depth. someone who chooses a keira knightly over a jessica alba. geeeet my drift?

"I just think it's bad when a boy looks at a girl and thinks that the way he sees the girl is better than the girl actually is. And I think it's bad when the most honest way a boy can look at a girl is through a camera."